WHY AM I SO STUPID!
scored 2.1 for my GPA, even though i attend class everyday
getting mocked at which eventually I have no confidence in myself
No matter how hard i studied for UT, I still didnt pass that well
ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE ME

!!!STUPID!!!

I can't stay out late as I told you that my dad is strict
When I bid goodbye to you and the rest, What did you have to say that to me???
I was hurt by the word you said to me.
I wanted to join you guys but I can't. I had to be back home

I tried to hold myself not to break down in the train, but somehow tears came out of my eyes.
I never felt this way before
I thought I could hold, while listening to music walking back home, it got even worse, I couldnt take it and I let it all out...
There was no one I can go to besides B
I msg you and there were no reply...I needed someone to talk to but I guess your hp phone is flat plus you are out...I understand

Lot of thing is going through my mind
I can't help but to think
Right now I feel very vulnerable...anytime I might just break down
But I have to put up a strong front infront of my friends...I do not want them to see me in this state...Hope I can
Pray that my eyes give itself away