Saturday, November 28, 2009/ 6:51 PM
Growing up means one thing
INDEPENDENT
We all want it
Sometimes we use other people to try to get it for ourselves
Sometime we find in each other
Sometimes our independent comes at the cost of something else and that cost can be high
Because more often or not, in order to gain our independence,
We have to fight
Never give up
Never surrender
Sometimes's after the curtain close that the real reckoning comes
Whether is about who we wish we were
Who we wish we could be
Who we want to be with
Thursday, November 26, 2009/ 12:06 AM
Sometimes its hard to see the lines we've drawn
until we cross them
that's when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back
and give something to hold on to
then there are the clearly marked lines
the ones if you dare cross
you may never find your way back
to be continue...
Tuesday, November 24, 2009/ 5:10 AM
Got the piano score Taeyang - Wedding Dress :)
I'm so obsessed with this song
Played this song together @ the library together with Wei Liang
He played the left hand, I played the right
Although, it doesnt sound perfect, we manage to get the hang out of it
My Aim is to complete this song and able to play for A
Like all good things, the witching hour must come to an end
Through nature are revealed, tricks turn into treats
and taking off costumes is as much fun as putting on
Everything return to the way it was
Except people tend to forget that Halloween last for one night
Wearing costumes for so long that they can't even remember
who they were before putting them on
Monday, November 23, 2009/ 3:33 AM
Overall, life been crazy.
Alot has been happening and everything seem
so different right now
I never knew my life would turn out this way,
thought that leaving the past keep going forward
would make me happier but after realisation,
I kinda miss the good old times
(Extracted from B's)
I'm down with a Sore throat for 2 days
Argh, its killing me
Hope I will get better
To N and J
Thinking too much when you are alone is bad for health
Just know that no matter what, you are blessed cause you have friends and family who love you to bits
That's includes me!
Live your life and be happy for us.
(Message from N)
To be continue...
Saturday, November 21, 2009/ 7:42 PM
TREASURE AND LOVE ALWAYS A & M
Morning Readers:
It's been a while since I last update
Things I did yesterday
1. Cafe Iguana(Sarah's Birthday)
2. Sending Wen Chieh off to the airport(Terminal 3)
A tiring/sleepless night indeed
I can't get to sleep because I'm having a really bad sore throat
Throats kinda irritating
I think its because of the alcohol I drank
A shots of (Mint Chocalate) and few glasses of margarita(Strawberry/Peach)
So right after Cafe Iguana,
Heed down to Sarah's place to crash
Watched 2 movies & order MacDonald since all of us were famished
Left her Crib and heed to the airport to send Wen Chieh off
She's going to Japan for a month
Damn, thats long
GGG will miss her alot, especially B, R & N
I did 3 similar necklaces for 3 of them(Hope you like it guys!)
Hey A,
Just wondering
How did your presentation went???
It's kinda weird not meeting/catching up with you
Lunch on tuesday, how about that???
Things hasn't been working out for me
Couldn't contact M this few days
All I think about A and M
Both of you are always on my mind
TREASURE & LOVE ALWAYS
Friday, November 20, 2009/ 9:46 PM
BON VOYAGE WEN CHIEH Leaving for Japan for a month today till 22 DecemberThat's really long
All I can say is to enjoy your stay there, have fun...:)
Wednesday, November 18, 2009/ 8:16 AM
This songs really brings back memories
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
Sitting at the steps of Singapore river
hearing this song Iris played from the bar
It made me think alot and I start to break down
I'm feel that I'm all alone
there's no one there for me at that moment
There's no one else to blame but myself
I should'nt have say those words
I'm SorryThere's a saying "Once bitten twice shy"
Meaning that I shan't repeat the same mistakes
Being understanding towards you
Tuesday, November 17, 2009/ 2:25 AM
Feeling pretty uneasy right now
Whenever I'm alone, I think alot (as usual)
I'm so bored and need someone by my side
Busy with your stuff and I totally understand
I top up my prepaid card specially because of A
Thought that things would be the same as last time
Having the chance to text & call
things that I have keeping inside of me
I feel rather awful...just wanna let it out once and for all
I dont know how to be fine when I'm not
I don't know how to make this feeling stop
This feeling is taking control of me and I can't help it
It's getting hard to be around _ _ _ _
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings and look the other way???
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
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Saturday, November 14, 2009/ 9:03 AM
Yesterday was Friday the 13th
Catch “2012” the movie with the usual peeps I hang out with
The movie was good but I find it very long
Dine at Hong Kong Cafe as it is our hot spot for meals
Mum called last night before the movie starts
Although conversations were short, but I’m glad to hear from her
The funny thing is that when I asked her to talk to A
A’s reaction was rather shocking when I pass him the phone and mum was like (I don’t even know your friend? What’s there to talk about?
Right after the movie,
1) went back to Hong Kong Cafe again for supper
2) Took night rider to A’s crib.
3) Wash up and play card games(lose the most) & drink alcohol (drank the most)
As a punishment, I had to drink. Head was spinning guess that I was drunk
I can’t remember recall what happen, I was knocked out.
Can’t believe I woke up early just to blog.
I’M SORRYI’m sorry that I spoil the plan that you guys wish to carry out. The reason is because today’s my gram’s birthday. I didn’t want it to happen. I do not have a choice since my family members are going.It’s a family gathering thus I need to attend.
Do I have a choice, because I don’t.
I’m fuming with anger and at the same time feeling down. Seriously, I don’t intend to spoil the entire thing. I had fun and don’t want it to end.
I guess that those words you say were right, because I’m leaving soon and there’s no need to stay awake because of me. Beside there’s nothing else to do. A tiny pricked do hurt badly.
Thursday, November 12, 2009/ 7:47 PM
Finally its friday
Having maths UT later on @ 4.oopm
Argh...Right now I'm frustrated/pissed(doing the hand sign)
I'm not able to solve certain questions
Suppose to meet up with E to guide me for maths yesterday night
by informing me so late that I decided not to meet her
Sometimes its better not to rely on people so much
I do not know why, but I feel that I could only trust certain people
like A, B & M and the list goes on
TRUST means alot to me, thus if I found out that anyone break my trust,
he/she would no longer be part of my life.
It's that simple
Sometimes its good to share things with someone
Hope that things would be the same as it was last time
I'm a happy kid right now, feels good to share things with you
Tuesday, November 10, 2009/ 10:44 PM
Even though right now I'm having some kind of trouble
it would still be the same
I do not know why I'm afraid to face you or tell you
But I guess that I feel more comfortable with others instead of you
Whatever it is, you are who you are
Lies that I have been telling you all this while
I do not know how to come clean to you
scared that you might scold
and the cycles would repeat again...
Thanks A for being there for me yesterday
The only person whom I can approach to in school
mum called yesterday
had a short conversation
plus she will be calling in the next 2 days
Saturday, November 7, 2009/ 7:37 AM
It'e been a while since I last met up with GGG
Finally, today's the day
Lots of catching up with them
Wonder when will the next outing be since we have such busy schedules
Please meet up soon...PROMISE???
I'm too lazy to blog so...
I will let the picture do the talking...
Wednesday, November 4, 2009/ 6:53 PM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009/ 4:33 AM
Something that I feel I need to sayBut untill now I've always been afraidThat you would never come aroundAnd still I wanna put this outI TREASURE YOU ALOT!!!
It's funny how my heart just won't let it goI just don't understandIt's crazy how the pain seems to overflowThe memories of youI can't deny that you specialAnd even if I cried a thousand tears tonight Would you come back to meNow I can't spend my life standing byCause even when I miss youYou're still not missing me
Monday, November 2, 2009/ 3:43 AM
Sunday, November 1, 2009/ 7:39 AM
Met up with B today for some catching up to do
its been a while since we hang out together
I need someone to be there for at this point of time
been going through alot and the person could be there for me is non other than her and a few others
B gave me advices and talking sense to me
telling me to wake up and show my true colours
Telling me to change and move on
keeping things to myself is non other then suffering
I'm glad that i let it all out
thnks to those who are there for me
even though how busy you guys are
I admit that i'm a very soft person
I do not dare show my true colours
TREASURE AND LOVE ALWAYS A & M
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