Even though right now I'm having some kind of trouble
it would still be the same
I do not know why I'm afraid to face you or tell you
But I guess that I feel more comfortable with others instead of you
Whatever it is, you are who you are

Lies that I have been telling you all this while
I do not know how to come clean to you
scared that you might scold
and the cycles would repeat again...

Thanks A for being there for me yesterday
The only person whom I can approach to in school

mum called yesterday
had a short conversation
plus she will be calling in the next 2 days