Efforts may seem unusual and maybe not all that popular or all that cool or “nouveau”, or what some folks wish to hear: however, in that role you’re there to help

If there is something you can do, do it! If you’ve got something to state, state it. Think with your head, speak from your heart. Nine times out of ten, even those who don’t agree with your position, methods, actions or words should at least respect your having the guts to try to make things better. And if they do not, well, to heck with them – it wouldn’t have mattered anyway.

What does matter is applying yourself to the best of your abilities, and you can do so only by ridding yourself of stupid, worthless, esteem sucking, needless clots of crap and stopping them from further accumulating in life.

To be quite frank , it's sad.
Or to be perfectly blunt, it's pathetic.
It's just plain pitiful how folks spend more time and energy deflecting or holding out the hope that someone,anyone,will save them from themselves.

I guess that I'm the type who can only function by depending on others?
I just can't seem to get over an "issue"

Is it safer to remain in "cocoon"???
The "cocoon" of "Help me, Help me"
The cocoon of shame, insecurity, hatred, fear or lack of guts to summon the courage to take that plunge, that step beyond "Whatever"

I just can't face the truth now that we driften away
Getting drunk isn't the solution for problems
I apologise for getting drunk and giving you guys a hard time
Thanks Wei liang for piggyback me, Eileen, Joanne and Nat for taking care of me...:)


I feel very insecure when the past keeps haunting me

I believe lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend
And be the same...

I have lost it and all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that were
Blind to slip away...
What can I say...
Say I'll be okay?

And if I fall
That go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me
Here on my own
I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the
Strength to hold on
(A)

Now that the line's been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way?
things, they'll never change
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy
This is all I need

Moments of life are measured and treasure

Life is shared in laughter and love.

Love comes from the peaceful bliss of just being together.

* * *

It is a special event ... a moment to last- forever

and the same ... yet far apart in years

but, still connected in the cycle of life.

* * *

Ever after to be remembered

As a sunset too soon!

And yet, treasured as a sunshine of love!

* * *This is why dreams become memories of love

(( Is That true ?? ))

Life can be taken away in an instant.Enjoy it before the lights turns out.

If one have high expectation
One will often be disappointed and hurt
Give without expecting returns
Life will be easier that way
(M.E)

Certain relationship are very taxing,
very difficult to maintain even though you really want it
Give it your best because you shouldn't live life with regrets
But when it's time to let go, you must do it.
(M.E)

I feel very useless, when I can't do much for you
(A)

2 days of excruciating pain
Problems just came crashing down on you
Like thousands of arrows pierce through
Like a town that has been submerge by water


Welcome to my life



Till Then

They say there are no accidents
Sometimes reality comes crashing into us
Other times, it dawns on us slowly, despite our best efforts to ignore it.

Life’s been hard
Having reasons for my weird behaviour, adapt with the new life, environment and problems at homes.
It’s all crashing down on me .
I hope that its just the matter of time for everything to go back to the way it used to.

Time is 4.35am, saturday morning
Another sleepless night I guess
I can't get to sleep
I really hate this feeling...this feeling is indescribable

The bad dream I had
The fear of losing you
I just really feel insecure
I do not want to lose you because I've lost someone already

Alright I guess I better try to get some rest, its already 5.15am
Tmr will be a long and boring day for me...:(

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

To A
No matter how they look at you at one kind or unhappy with you
I've made my decision
I would give them up

TO B and S:
I'm glad that you B and S are enjoying in their new school Made quite a number of friends didn't you both???
Just wanna wish you all the best, study hard both of you...alright???

It just keeps coming back isn't it???

Why did it happened on me???
Why is the pass coming back to haunt me???
I'm sick and tired of playing
I've gotten my punishment, what's more???
I don't know if I could take another blow

Why do I have this thought that
I can't seems to do things right
I feel pretty useless

A thnks for being there and a sweetheart:)

1st Jan

Thnks for celebrating my bdae:)
Wei liang gave me a leather bracelet with my name and my bdae engraved
(I truely loved it:) )
Thnks for the dinner, movie, starbucks and everything

Remember I still owe you a Big meal which will be coming soon(Its a deal and a promise)
I truely had a great time...:)

Why do time have to pass so fast when one is enjoying???
I wished that I could stop time

A, I really wanna thnk you for everything
There's alot of things that I wanna thnk you
Can I give you a Big fat hug???

GGG, Thnks for the picture albums
It brings back memories, the time we had together
no matter what happens, you guys are still in my heart
no matter what school we are in, I hope that we could meet up Once a week???
If you guys are reading it, Please tag my board to reply:)

I'M SCARE OF LOSING YOU
I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME:)

HELLO 2010


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