On My Own
We're probably looking forward to being on our own someday, not having someone else tell you what to do all the time?
Does independence mean being free from every rule?
Do some rules actually make you more free?

I have been thinking alot lately
Somehow I have been thinking for myself but didnt spare a thought for others especially _
A thought on my own turns out to cause nothing but trouble
I know that I think alot, but I really hope you would understand the message that I'm getting to you

No worries, I could only blame myself
Thoughts of mine would wander about and go even far out of the picture
I need to clarify things out before making assumption
I'm sorry _, I do not understand the situation that you are in
I will be more understanding from now onwards

I feel so useless, when I couldn't even lend a helping hand
Rejections makes me feel even more useless, as if there is really nothing I could do for a friend

I do not want to have any misunderstanding against one another anymore
It just hurts so bad when we fall out with one another

I don't know who to turn to @ this moment
How do I contact you ever since the incident happen and when you are busy???


A complicated mind and life
"Is connecting with someone really this complicated or do we make it worse?"
------Peyton Sawyer------