A:

I know you are caught in between

I will put myself in your position

I know you are worried and concerned

Getting number of missed calls from you and even asking L to message me

but the message is from you

I can honestly say, I missed out on so much

Things I wanted to happen that didn’t happened

People I wanted to be with but never got to spend a day with.

All I ever want from you is to be HAPPY

Thing aint the same as before





1 day is all I got

School's mundane as usual
Ain't making any progress for lesson
Year 2 ain't easy as you think
I'm Fucking stress, lots of competitor in my class
I don't know whether I can cope in my studies
I feel like giving up

Time checked its 2.31am and here I am blogging
Can't seem to get to sleep
Why?? am I feeling so fucking shit right now
Eyes freaking swollen

Till then

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LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING

Why am I feeling this way???

It's weird
The look/stare you gave to me
It feels that I have some kind disease or like a stranger that you have never come across

Question that I have been asking myself
Did I do anything/something wrong to that make you have a bad impression of me thus making me feel in this way???
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Why bring me into the picture???
Well, seriously if you people want to compare who's famous,hot, cute and the looks
I'm not a socialite or whatever

People may think that certain person got it takes for it
Well to tell you the damn truth, I don't
I am just a simple person

Till then...

MY POLOROID PICTURE :)

Feel like a complete fool, I'm like a joker going round making people laugh
But somehow I just need someone to make me laugh too
Who will that be???

How boring can it get when there's no laughter in life...
It's just like having no colour in your life...

I just wonder what do friends see in me???

BAD DAY
1) I've cut my hair, I know its short
I appreciate to those who keep comment to themselves, please don't rub it in

Yesterday
1)Wore the similar shirt as this guy
Its common to get similar corporate wear @ G2000
So go round bitching me at the toilet saying: eh same shirt as u

2)Did my RJ, save my RJ and accidentally deleted it. I'm lucky that I've got the time to complete and submit in time.
3)Unable to connect to the internet at starbucks
4)Unable to connect to my house internet

Today
1)Forgotten my ez link card out and heeded back home to collect it
2)Forgot to bring money
3)Handphone is sometimes screw up

Can tmr will be any better???

My fault, My bad
I'm sorry

Some people got some serious f-ing attitude
The day before yesterday, we were in a group happy joking, laughing our ass off
Today, u were seriously damn f-ing bloody rude

Watch out who are you mixing with
It could be someone who have different kind of faces

Does it really affect someone when one tries to hint something but actually refers to the other party(indirectly)
Why does one take it so seriously???
If it was me i think i would take it into heart too...

Different thinking I guess
I think that there are many other ways to think about when one is refering to something
Do not just think its A mean its A
there could be other alternative B??? C??? or even D???
Why look at a picture itself rather than getting to know the full story of it

Can I call or name it
Don't judge the book by its cover
or
A Picture paints a thousand words

Can I Say That???

hmm....

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TO BE CONTINUE

Something is wrong when I, of all people, feel neglected. I don’t ask for a whole lot.

Is this Jealousy or wants attention???
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My Poloroid Camera just lost its
1st virgin to Mr Teo(As promised)
2nd virgin to the ladies of e37p(Preemal, Hui Min, Alexis & Tessa)
and the list goes on...

Maybe I aint a happy kid after all
Some things may just scare the hell out of you when you get a call
Mood completely change
I fear of losing people in my life after all that we've been through
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:(

Am happy that I bought myself a Polaroid camera for myself
Although there's a litte regret of me buying it, but i guess it worth it

Right now I have to consider whether to take pictures with the camera as the film ain't cheap at all...

Seat tight and enjoy the pics real soon...:)

Am glad that everythings going smoothly for me:)

There's lots of things I wanna do:
Wish list continues
1 down(Polaroid Camera)
many more to go...

I'm a happy kid now...